As I Sit Back ... Listening To Where Am I By Tyga ... I Get Into One Of My Thinking Modes Again ... My Cousin Had Her Baby Girl Yesterday ... And For Some Odd Reason It Made Me Feel Old ... Like Woow Time Fly By Fast Ass Hell ... It Seem Just Like Yesterday We Was In Middle School Going To The Socials And Stuff ... Now She Graduated This Year And Turning 18 Tomorrow And Is A Momma ... And Im Looking At My Self And Life ... Like Damn ... Im About To Be 18 In A Couple Months ... And Supposed To Graduate This Year ... What Am I About To Do With My Life ... I Know For A Fact ... Right Now I Don't Want Kids ... Because I Don't Have My Life In Order Right Now ... So Why Would I Help Bring A Life Into A Unstable Life ... When I Have Kids I Want My Kids To Have Everything I Didn't And I Wanna Be There For My Kids ... So In Order For Them To Have That I Have To Have My Life Straight ... Another Thing I Don't Want Is ... To Live Check To Check ... I Wanna Have Money ... I Wanna Be Able To Travel ... I Wanna Be Able To Drive Multiple Cars ... Live In A Nice Ass House ... Sometimes I Sit Back And Wonder Whats My Purpose On Earth ... How People Would React When They Find Out That I Was Died ... How Many People Would Care ... But Truthfully When I Die I Don't Want Anybody To Cry ... Hmmmm ... To Much Running Through My Mind Right Now ... Sooo Imma A End This Untill Next Time ...
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